i stopped listening to red hot chilli peppers when i stopped talking to you.
you still have my cd but i'm not going to ask back for it.
let it be something for you to remember me by.
i've deleted ur number and ur msn.
i hope i won't talk to u again.
it was nice meeting u though.

just finished lunch..

cpf building closed its food stalls at the corner..
oh wells..
wanted to eat ee mian but abit lazy to walk so far with lidya..
so we went to white house..
yong tau fu queue was long so i settled for cai fan..
ok la, can fill me up..
hahaha..

haiz, much more cutting to do..
all specs have to be done by 30th nov and sent out by 6pm..
oh dear..
i haven't even finish one set of areas..
4 sets are needed for each area..
someone help me :(((((

SHIT.

i only have 9.99 left in my bank account.
this is due to joining an OLD NAVY spree where it's 30% off!!!
like come on!
i wanted to get one more item but i didn't have enough money..
UGHHHH!!!

shit, i think my UOB account is depleting very rapidly..

i need to rethink abt buying a DSLR..
one would be nice for christmas ((:

hahahahaha..

anw, at least i won't be able to touch my savings..
good idea of opening a MYsavings account with POSB..
cos to withdraw from it, have to go to the bank counter to do so..
this is to deter people frm withdrawing.. haha..

SIGHHHHHH

shall post more abt apec when im less lazy..
which is like never...

hahaha..
had a normal day today..
comm meeting at 330 followed by choir with very few sops and only 2 sop 2s.. thank you very much the rest of u..
p&w practice at np aft that..
super coolios studio!!!!!

anw, more practice tmr..

oh yeah!
lunch at aunty pat's place cos it's thanksgiving..
can't wait to eat her ham..
super duper licious!!! :D

ok, night night everyone! (:

Dear world,

I AM ALIVE!!!!!
hahahahaha..

quite alot to write down before i fall aslp..
haha, my legs are asleep cos they're super aching as they have to carry my heavy body (boobs) HAIZ..


( Day 1 of APEC )
wasn't too bad as i had a partner today and the P3 people were quite nice too..
while waiting outside, jenna talked to the drivers holding placards for passengers..
very funny la.. talked to 2 different kinds at two different flights..
im so glad i wasn't alone today if not i'd be super sian!

aft a while, Cindy came to us when we were outside and said that she cldn't go in now cos the old lady is being anal..
just cos the paper doesn't reflect her english name which was on her pass.. so she has to bring another photo id to get in..
the younger lady was like, it's ok, but since she says no, then cannot..
same thing happened to vivian as well..
and i told them to chill, she just needed to fulfil her quota of the number of people who she rejected (like a bouncer like that) hahaha..
so jenna and i went in to take over their shift while Cindy went to eat and carol stood outside..
met one delegate with 2 bodyguards (WHOAAA)
gave him the sticker and the pin and they WHOOOSHED him outta there..
i think black blazers are like a sign of VIP-ness..

Carol and Cindy (P3) met us and we went to BK at T2 for a quick bite before our last 2 flights..
went back and found out from Vivian that the batch from HK had a media crew with them and they wanted to interview the ambassadors so the P3 people at gate D brought them to the ops room..

waited for the last flight where there were NO delegates.
HAIZ..
anw, helped his old man who has nvr flown before and its his first time at the airport aft a longgg time..
he speaks in chinese and we helped him find out abt the flight his nephew is coming on..
no thanks to his sister who called and said her son will reach at abt 4plus from canada..
they're no flights directly frm canada..
so i showed him to the information counter where they said "DA GAI shi ze bian" (at the belt he was standing)
Cindy and Carol came out and cindy called the airport assistance and managed to get some help that from Ottowa, Canada, the flight goes through BKK and HK.. so most probably was on the flight we were waiting at..
if he needed to find through the name of the passenger, he had to go to the Cathay office..
anw, the info staff didn't tell him much i guess cos he spoke in chinese..
when cindy and carol went to ask, cld get more out of them..

since the luggage for the HK/BKK flight wasn't out yet and they wanted to bring him up to the office, i told them to let him wait for the belt to clear first so that he wld at least knw whether the nephew was on that flight..

so we told him that if the belt is empty and he still can't find his nephew, he shld go up to the office..
he was so grateful we managed to help him and i felt glad we could.. cos the info staff were not really helpful when i directed him to them..

anw, aft that, went back to the ops room, signed out and all..
jenna took a while so i waited for her while the rest left..
went to the toilet and then jenna still cldn't decide whether to do the shifts or not..
hahaha..

went to the bus bay with her and she took 53 with me..
nice of her to do so ((:
then i stopped first and came home by circle line..
which i think was MUCH MUCH faster than waiting for the 105 bus to come..

jenna was right, it was a much better day today becos i had someone with me..
which didn't make the day worse  but much better ((:

wonder who i'll see tmr, besides vivian!
hahahaha..

ok, i am tired..
going to hit the sack soon..

NIGHT! :D</div>

not really looking forward to the APEC thingy anymore.
i don't knw why?
might need some motivation and stuff.
HAIZ.

not singing for the concert anymore.
it's like a huge relief but im sad like jez as well.
haha.. really nothing to look forward to anymore?
hopefully we'll be able to go overseas (((:

anw, i can't wait till tiff is back..
and i got a jobbbbbbbbb..
like working at my aunt's workplace again.
good money but sucky job.
haiz.
isn't it always like that?
sometimes i wish i cld work for less hours like 4 hrs..
hahaha..
oh wells.

life's shit sometimes.

hopefully, APEC will sort itself out.
or more like I will sort myself out.

picked snowie back frm the groomers..
so poor thing, she was there for lik 5 hrs :S

anw, back to work.

HAIZ!

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

( things i did. )

im bored.
i want to shop.

took from cel's blog..
haha, so scarily accurate.. maybe they're stalking me.. lols

Name: Natasha
Date: 11/4/2009
Colorgenics Number: 12370456

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You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

Now there are many things in life that you require as essential to your well-being but, try as you may, something always seems to be getting in your way. A word of advice - 'keep trying' and you may be pleasantly surprised to see just how matters turn out.

Although you are, deep down, a very caring person, you are very particular in the choice of friends and indeed very demanding at times. You can be most quarrelsome and controversial and it is because of this argumentative trait you can at times explode into open conflict - conflict with even those you may care for and love. It is because of this inherent argumentative streak in you that may have resulted in broken hopes and dreams.

Whatever has caused the situation, you just don't seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord: you are like the tide, flotsam and jetsam... One minute you experience 'highs' and a few moments later 'lows'. This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and with this demanding attitude - the ideal state you desire is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you and you find it difficult to listen to or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

i can do a jig and a kick and a dance..
hahahaha..

and i can't wait for tonight to catch up with the secondary sch mates and one of their new bf!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA..

anw, i left early for today's econs paper..
was super cold and sian diao..
cos the car engine sign came on and i had to go down to regent motors to get it fixed..
don't have the car now cos the techs wld come back frm lunch at 130 and then report takes 2 hrs.. yada yada ya..

im tres tired like really..

oohs, daddy just got back frm kl..
snowie really misses him..
lols..

anw, i can't wait for old navy to have sale then can have spree..

haiz.. ok..
gtg..

toodles!!!

feeling fucked.

need i say more?

ok, i guess i will.

first, my exam timing is screwed up and i shld've been more prepared than this. but im not.
i hate my current situation.
maybe it's just the period that makes people cranky, emo and annoying at times.

ah, fuck life.
2 more papers. i can't fucking wait.

i don't even feel like doing the APEC shit thing anymore.

why the fuck is my mother making so mcuh noise?
and i hate her boyf. they can both fuck themselves.
i mean, why put my study table in ur fucking master bedroom and talk so much.
like hello, i have an exam and im trying to study.
u're not helping.
blasting music in my ears, i can still hear u.

i am so upset/overwhelmed/annoyed.

i wish i can run away.

actually, i can.

FUCK YOU

aj rocks.. i <3 him!!!!

his song series are damn good too.. love the disney one..




this is also damn cute la.. hahahaha..

i wanted to put up this other song actually..

i like this song - bless the broken road



ENJOY! :D

youtube vids are cheering me up while studying for stupid marketing..

GOD BLESS!!

super cool banned Xbox 360 ad..
hahaha.. it's like flash dance but cooler!!!!!
super action packed!!!!!!
hahahahaha..

this is really cute.. the owner is like "she's abusing me." lol.. but she's so cute.. hahaha.. it's damn cute la.. border collies are so huge.. love watching his stuff on utube.. WOOHOO!!

ugh.. my embedding media sucks :(
i hope this is ok :S

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
( Because love is a strange and funny thing )No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye

YAY! managed to get the sin ming guy to do it for 600 bucks only!
that's damn good la..
the insurance claim wld be 2k.. and mum wld lose her bonus.
things are starting to look up (:
no car frm mon-wed week..
hope everything'll be alright cos i have exam on thurs.

YEEHAAWWWW!!!

tiff: i miss u too.. let's skype and laugh tgt (:

i like this song. just around the river bend by pochahontas.
the raccoon is so cute la!!! ((:
hahahahaa

the car door.
insurance claim will take away claim bonus which is 50%.
haiz.
need a plan B.
sin ming industrial park tmr.

i've nvr felt so depressed.


on the other hand, i'll be a better driver and not be so cocky.
i promise.

i am tres sad that my old navy bottoms do not fit me :(
they're too big :(
i got a pair of capris and gauchos and BOTH DO NOT FIT!!!! :(
GRRRRRR..
and i just missed the 25% off old navy spree..
UGHHHHH
am super pissed..

anw, just got back frm studying at nyp with sara and justin..
latest time i ever left - 445.. hahahaha..

no updates in life now..
just sian of studying and  mab is taking a toll on me..
haha.. not bad, i finished studying topics 5-10 since mon..
didn't do 1-4 cos we were tested on that alrdy.. maybe a quick revision..
hahahaha..
i got cr for my mab - 12/18
and i passed mktg mcq - 11/20
HAHAHAHAHA!!!

seriously hate mktg.. have to study that next week so that i can pass and nvr have to do it again..
hahahaha.. ((:

anw, just developed my film..
they only processed cos there was miscomm..
haiz.. anw, finding other places to do it for me now..
found one in s'goon central!!! :D

yays..

anw, i really want to get a DSLR..
and a car.. a toyota starlet to be exact..
found it under the $10k budget in sgcarmart.com
HAIZ!!!!!!

and i'm moving to admiralty..
i don't feel like studying..
but i knw im going to panic next week..

today's funeral mass was sad..
the deceased is 82 yrs old and is survived by his wife, 8 children and 23 grandchildren..
the wife was so sad.. she was like shouting his name and all..
it's really really saddddd :((((((((

aft that, had a drink with lionel, cheryl, steph and sam before heading home.

haiz..
so tired..
but can't seem to sleep properly..
shall go and slp now..

GOOD NIGHT!!