but i don't feel like talking much anymore..

i don't even socialise much anymore.

i always wonder, why is it that when one person asks u out, everyone asks u out but when no one asks u out, u're freaking bored..

so, anw, i think im just gonna retreat back a little more..

see where i end up..

sigh..

this is funny.. was msging dad..
me: dad, are u using the car tonight?
dad: not really
me: haha, what does not really mean? it's either a yes or no.
dad: no
me: ok, i'll use the car tonight. thanks.

amazing..
now i understand why the comm law teacher says there's only a win-lose situation in court and hardly a compromise unless it's arbitration..
oh look! im paying attention in class..

i am such a nerd :(

i seriously dont..
it's a cross between being emo and depressed.
it sucks.
i can't get out of it.
fuckkk.

mon's leaving tonight.
i need to exercise.
rock climbing next week.
transformers tmr.
choir on fri
mj session sat night.
how am i going to survive?

God, pls help me :(

the long awaited pics..

( all HERE )

why am i always in the wrong?

ugh..

what's love got to do, got to do with it?
can tina turner tell me something i don't already know?
SIGH

fr john sim's mass later.
i dunno why my itouch can't connect to my itunes. DAMN.

anw..
last week was sort of a happy week ((:

i got my holga ((: with fish eye lens and 35mm film adapter. WHOOT!! :D
and my lacoste inspired bag. just bought 2 more bags frm the same seller. princessess.lj
free ad even tho no one really reads my blog.. haha..
i got NEW SPECS TOO!! :D
altho like no one noticed.. BUT i think it IS noticable cos my last pair was red with full-frame and this is grey and half frame.
oh wells. not everyone's observant like me :((((((

anw, didn't meet gp for the whole week. which was pretty much a bummer..

work sucked on fri so i gave choir a miss :S
and headed to j8 with the sis for some sushi.
i hate mundane work..
and the worst is helping someone when u're pretty much leaving and not coming back cos of sch..
and what's worse than that is that the comp has closed till wed cos one of the workers has swine flu..
WOWWWWWW
and ytd was supposed to be my last day..
oh wells.. everything is like piled in the library. i think shing is going to suffer when thurs comes..
i feel so bad.. but i have sch..
maybe i'll go aft sch or something..
but really reluctant to..

ytd, aft sending mum to work i went to sch to pay my sch fees at SIM..
bought milo and waited for popular to open..
then bought my sch books which came up to a whooping 136. eh shit. where is it???
i think it's still in the boot

anw, this morn sent the mom to work and bought macs brekkie at springleaf tower.
amazing, today's the last day for promo. $10 in one receipt n get 1 sausage muffin for bf and chix nuggets for the rest of the day. DRIVE THRU ONLY.
better hurry down to anson road.. hahaha..

okies.. feel like shopping.. shall get my lazy ass off the chair, have a bite to eat and then head to church.
oh damn, COUPONS!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

see u guys later!

if only people shit money, my family wld be super duper rich cos my mum takes a dump like EVERY MORNING which makes us leave the hse late..

hahahaha

oh wells, we can only wish..

sch starts next wk!!! im actually excited!! :DDDD haven't bought my text books yet..
but oh wells..

how can i feel more tired when working than having sch?
lols.. oh wells..

im so shagged..
my voice is coming back, thank God..
2 deaths in a week..
both uncles, both arnd 50plus.. both have heart problems..
two different friends.. very sad..

feels like this world can be taken away in a blink.

i wanna spend money!!! like really spend like shitloads of money.. (if i have any)
hahahaha..

waiting for gp to excel in his forex then may get extra cash ((: but dont wanna be so bad to him la.. >.<
will take a long whileeee..

went to town ytd in my new heels that i bought frm marks&spencer
and my legs were killing me!! so many blisters..

anw, fun night saturday..
went to cotton on and bought shorts which were a bit too tight but wearable.. lols..
BUTTTTTTTT
tiff bought them frm me today ((: so i didn't have to worry abt them ((:
went to church had comm meeting and mass..
then went to prego at swisshotel and had the striploin..
super fantastic!!!

then went to walk at citilink cos we parked at esplanade..
stepped into charles & keith..
then went madddd!!!!
bought a pair of wedges and a pair of flats ((:
yays!!! the flats got 15% disc cos got some pink colour at the strap and it was the last pair :((((
so i took it la.. n_n

went for tuina massage today..
wah, im aching now la :((((((
so sad..
went for popeyes with tiff then dessert at the coffee bean in the airport..

wheeeeeee!!!!!

im going to slp soon..
goodnight!! :D

days have been long..
nights have been short.. hahaha..
working nvr seems to end.. but thankfully, shing and i leave at 6pm sharp!!! (:

throat is horrible :(
oversinging these days :((((((((((((((
even godpa says my voice sounds low and hoarse
well, doesn't help that im eating macs too..
hahahahaha..

finally had my ee mian frm meeting point on friday ((:
shing and i walked for 45mins during our lunchtime getting food for various pple.. omg..
we agree that when we buy back, our lunch break is longer.. i.e arnd 2hrs..
on that friday, it was soooo hot..
we went to meeting point to buy ban mian and ee mian.. then to CPF building for BUBBLE TEA and fruits ((:
then zalila called saying tua ee wants beehoon goreng frm AMOY.. OMG!!!!
walk until sian man.. haha, im gonna wear berms tmr man.. hahaha..

came home aft wk and had dinner before driving to cher's hse..
left aft learning gaudate and went for supper ((:
gave isaac, yukang and cheryn a lift to bishan mrt..
fabian damn funny la.. haha.. celine even better..
anw, i miss choir pple and all our funny moments ((:
came home and slpt late, arnd 2am..

woke up arnd 11am on sat and slacked at home bfore driving to church..
omg, even tho got no cath class the carpark still so crowded la.. OMGGGGG..
had pnw practice for singers and then choir practice and then mass..
went to nam kee chicken rice at lor 4 for dinner ((:
sat with mona, stephen, natalie, josh, nathan, evan, audrey, mark and david..
drove to s. bridge rd with audrey, david and yenyen..
practiced at 4tones music studio..
jammed and rushed thru until voice sore :(
went to starbucks at central aft that..
met with lionel, jeffrey, josh and mags..
then sent char home and got back arnd 1230am.. another late night..

woke up early at 9am this morning and sent snowie for grooming..
then went to bukit timah plaza to eat lunch and get our hair done..
i changed the parting of my hair!!! to the other side.. LOLS!!!!
anw, jie looks like a jap/korean sch girl with the perm she did..
i wonder why her dyed hair fades off much lighter than mine :S
like mine can't really see i dye my hair but her hair is like light brown now la..
omt...

anw, doc appt tmr morning, then into work..
home, pick char up and head to fairy point chalet for camp..
still comtemplating if i shld head home aft that and go back to camp the next day cos as char puts it "can slp in my own bed and bathe in my own toilet, why not?"  hahaha.. oh wells..
but she's been like attending so many camps alrdy.. i dunno.. still undecided.. and i think my sis took my slping bag :(

GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!! :D

Some CDs that I dont have any use for anymoreeeee..

SELLING 1 for $7, 2 for $12...
discounts given when buying moreeee!!!!!

( Soundtracks of our lives.... )

the song is playing in my head now.. hahaha..

anw, went for a short break with shing to macs cos jie was there but rengy and dean were at macs too!!! we sat down and we're like :(((((( cos we're paid by the hour and technically can't go for breaks and all.. :((((((( ohwells.. our first time doing this and so suayyyy alrdy.. hahaha..

anw, im tired and joined twitter.. TWEET TWEET hahahaha..

mailed tiff frm the office.. HAHAHAHA very funny..

going to slp now.. eyes can hardly open..

see you world!

says so much.. yet so little..
thanks for not leaving... yet..

i think i'm loving these cams la..

http://lomografix.livejournal.com/
check out the link..
totally feel like buying something..
so tempting!!!!!!!!!!

anw, unexpected msg this morning but i got a job for the month of june..
back at wilsons..
this is bad..
to a certain extent.. my agenda for june has been screwed up..

things that i was supposed to do..
1 go on a trip with mon to bkk
2 choir camp 15th-17th june - im p&w leader, so screwed
3 pick tiff up on the 18th frm the airport..

things to rectify - mon says we can do a wkend trip up to m'sia instead.. seems viable but dunno how it'll work out in the end :S
i have alumni practices on sundays..
OMG I AM SCREWED..
i guess i'll just visit her up in aust in july.. maybe follow tiff back.. haha...
choir camp - go aft work i guess.. have to draw up something with audrey..
picking tiff up - i dunno.. depends on the time she arrives..

ahhhh, fuck.
if life were easy and money grew on trees..
we'd be all living in an inflated economy and be screwed.

hope everything works out.
*crosses fingers*

it seems like i don't see myself being very good so far..
or maybe the emo-ness is just getting to my head cos im emo-ing. 

fundraising for choir on sat and sun has been ok..
we manage to achieve our target ((: and a bit more..
sunday, came home and saw tua ee, teo teo and mama janet for a while before they left while i bathed..
had a super massive headache and went to sleep..

went to meet gp in amk macs for some cravings..
he cabbed down.. i feel so bad :S
dropped him off in tp and came home..

the heat is really horrible these days la.. like omigawd!!!!!!!
i need a constant flow of cold/cool air directed at me or something..
this heat makes me sweaty and more temperamental still.. rawr...

monday went for lunch at dome in dempsey hill.. i got lost la.. omg..
lucky thing i was early.. met some lawyer guy and had a good chat..
came home cos i've been developing headaches so often.. rawrrrrrrrrr..
always a nice cool shower and a good sleep man..
i think i managed to save electricity cos i don't switch on the heater..
heeeess..
but i use alot of the fan.. i don't even switch on the aircon can!!!!! see, im so good ((:

ytd picked mum up frm the office aft lazing arnd the whole day..
went to ttsh with her for a checkup.. good news.. SUPER good news..
she's going to be A-OK :D
came back and had an early dinner and went for coffee..

the next few days seem bleak..
oh wells..
either i do something abt getting my ass off the chair or i shall be content and do my word search and sudoku books..
i totally have no idea what im doing..
im dling games and playing them ((: heehees..

i shall put up my selling post here soon..
wanna see how it looks like..
i don't knw how to make a feedback link or how to post items based on weight..
all i knw is how to post letters :SSSSS

oh dear..

anw, im feeling restless..
boohoohoo..

HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON!!!

 

HELLO TIFF!!!
pls study hard for ur exams so that u can come home soon and with a clear mind and not worry abt ur results ((:

HELLO JIE!!!
pls don't spend so much money and i miss u:((((((

HELLO EVERYONE ELSE!!!
thanks for reading ((: hope ur days are more eggg-citing than mine!

don't really knw what's wrong with me.. really pms-y and i still wanna curl up and cry..

alumni prac was good.. we shld schedule it earlier so pple wld actually turn up at the designated time.. hahaha..
anw, met cheryn for dinner and we went to botak jones and had fish and chips ((:
hohoho.. <3 billy for showing me the botak jones near my place..
practiced and then went to chompchomp..
9 pple in the car is no joke.. i seriously hope the suspension isn't destroyed or something :SSSS
yeah la, everything wrong with the car is always my fault..
what's new????????????
everything wrong is always my fault. PERIOD.

went to chomps for dinner and the popcorn chix dan and yukang had weren't too bad..
got lost while sending yukang back and then sent cheryn home and ko-ed when i got home..

woke up at 11on sat and slacked then left at arnd 145 to go to church for fundraising..
my buddy is seriously pissing me off la..
show abit more commitment and act like a 13 yr old can?????????
omigawd.
had a headache during prac and so siannnnnnnnnn
aft mass, sold more stuff, bought cheese scones (YUMMY!!), muffins (:D) and pineapple tarts..
mum drove and went to pick up penny, tanja and anush..
then came home and showed them arnd the estate..
was tired and they left at 10+, 11 to go to chomps for dinner..
i asked lorna to cook for me instead.. then went to slp arnd 12..
mum came back at 2am la.. omg... i was aslp alrdy.. dunno what she's doing la..

woke up at 715 this am..
chiong for carpark and went to sit in church.. SUPER HOT!!!!!!
by the time 1pm came, i had a headache.. again.. super frustrating..
trini came and we went to tp hub to withdraw moolah and buy sudoku books :DDDDD
i finished the small one alrdy.. heh heh..
came home and watched without a trace during lunch and went to sleep..

im bummed..

craving for macs.. NOW.

yesterday SUCKED.

today is BETTER.

i admit, i make myself worry and be a kan-chiong spider and all and emotionally distressed.
but im trying.. really.. to be calm and all that.. maybe sometimes all one needs is a good cry.
doncha think so?

anw, ytd mama went for her eyelid lifting surgery at amal's clinic.. amal is our neighbour..
went to orchard building.. no carpark space in the open air carpark so parked in the building instead..
sat there for 4hrs.. watched a couple of movies on my lappy..
i watched SATC.. I CRIED LA!!! OMG!!!! when mr big stood her up..
left at 5pm.. came back and went to church..
omg, horrible experience.. shld've left later but i had stuff to do but didn't do it in the end..
parked the car and it's such an amazing lineup of parked cars infront of the staircase to church..
gerard's car, then mine, mark's, stephen's and then lionel's.. all in one row.. haha.. damn funny..
damn sleepy during mass..
and then went to s'goon ave 3 for dinner with mum.. overordered.. hahaha..
had salted fish fried rice (DAMN GOOD!) medium, salted vegetable soup small, bai-ling mushrooms and spinach and crispy fried tofu..
obviously can't finish all.. haha..

my mum is damn weird la..
she thought the mushrooms were abalone but i said they were mushrooms.. then she's like, what's bai-ling? im like, bai-ling is the type of mushroom!!!!
now i knw why the sister is ditzy at times too..
hahahahahahaha..

went crazy while skype-ing with jie last night..
mama and mum were talking to her also.. and i warned her that mama looks abit scary..
lols.. oh wells.. she does!!

today i managed to finish the board.. headed out arnd 1130 cos i needed to pick up some stuff.. which i didn't in the end..
met gp in ikea for lunch and had grilled salmon.. not really that nice :S and he met an old colleague..
then aft that, headed back to amk hub to watch Night At The Museum 2.. SUPER FUNNY!!!! i recommend if u're down and need a laugh..
Owen Wilson is soooo cute and funny la.. esp cos he's small sized and all.. lols..
sent him back to tampines..

ok, alumni pract tonight at cher's hse..
OMG!!!! CHERYN IS AT THE BUS STOP ALRDY..
BYEBYE!!

When I'm with you baby, I go out of my head I just can't get enough (x2)
All the things you do to me and everything you said I just can't get enough (x2)
We slip and slide as we fall in love and I just can't seem to get enough ohh

We walk together, we're walking down the street I just can't get enough (x2)
Every time I think of you I know we have to meet I just can't get enough (x2)
It's getting hotter, it's our burning love and I just can't seem to get enough ohh

And when it rains, you're shining down for me I just can't get enough (x2)
Just like a rainbow you know you set me free I just can't get enough (x2)
You're like an angel and you give me your love and I just can't seem to get enough ohh

it's such a cute mambo song la!!! hahaha..
always makes me :DDDDDDDD
it's a catchy song with a catchy tune and a catchy line..
I JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH...
hahahaha..

today was great..
went for bf at macs in tamp and had hotcakes with sausage meal.. shared everything..
then went for some r&r.. haha.. then pump petrol and discovered the horror of the points system..

tmr is asension day.. mass at 8pm.. then fri is alumni choir.. woohoo..

life's getting back on track (:

boring week this week.
just sending the mother to work.

had lunch at s'goon garden mkt.. kway chap!!!! and bought the butter cake and walnut muffin thingys.. they're squishy and soft la.. haha..
went for facial at amore with mama today and she went to shop at fairprice.. omt, she take so long to buy food la.. like the vegs are at the starting, then i think she started at the aisles thus when we went to the last aisle she's like, i need to go buy vegs.. -_-"

clvc fundraising is coming.. and im doin the poster.. omt.. i dont think i'll do computer generated one.. i shall be creative!!! hahaha..
cos i am like super free..

anw, i went to ikea on mon to meet frank.. this aia guy i met online.. hahahaha.. and we had meatballs for lunch.. then omt, he's a marketer and seller kinda person so like talk non-stop like that.. kinda reminds me of jie.. i miss her :(((( hahaha.. oh wells..
i cldn't slp on sunday night la!!! omt.. and snowie kept waking me up :(
anw, aft ikea, i bought a grey mouse for gp ((: hahaha.. went to thomson plaza and managed to squeeze myself an appointment on the spot to do my teeth.. they cldn't find my file and asked when i last came, and im like 6 mths? i got the card thingy that's why im here.. haha..
so yeah, she did my teeth.. im still not flossing consistently cos im a lazy bum.. :(
the dentist encouraged me to wear braces, but i dont really have good dental hygiene.. :O hahaha.. as in, i brush my teeth at night without toothpaste cos i hate the cold feeling when im in the room.. dunno la.. im just weird..

anw, went to ntuc aft dental and drove to see gp.. told him to come out during his break and i throw all the stuff at him.. haha.. damn rude la.. but it was super funny.. i didn't throw anything in the end la. im not so bad ok..

was feeling generous so i got him honey baked ham(for his ham n cheese sandwiches), apple & aloe vera juice, california handroll (came with 2, i had 1) and the mouse.. so funny la..

today is boring..
snowie is freakin annoying..  im slping in my mum's room cos the sis is not in town.. and snowie ends up slping here too.. in the middle of the night she wakes up and wants to play.. like wth.. in my room she just slps the whole night.. maybe too cold?? i dunno la, but she's annoying and i end up not having enough slp..
and today aft i sent mum to work with snowie, i came home and slept for like an hour to 2 hrs.. hahahaha..

anw, off to do my random stuff and work on the banner...
AHHHHH!!

that's me growing up..
super funny rite? i like the doggy.. so cute riteeeeeeeeeee..

anw, my week's been so so..

monday



lunched at pasta cafe in taka.. walked to cine.. bought tics to STAR TREK.. went to the ARCADE.. took NEOPRINT.. played TIME CRISIS 4..
MOVIE!!!! :DDDDD it was a good show la.. if u ask me.. hehe.. "Live Long and Prosper"


tuesday
went to the vet in the morning and snowie has to wear the cone thing so she doesn't bite her tail.. super funny cos it's a bit big for her and she bangs into stuff when she walks.. hahahaha.. too cute la..

picked up sara and justin frm bishan mrt.. and it was RAINING!!! drove to ECP and parked the car..
rented bicycles while sara roller-bladed..
went up to bedok jetty and all the humsup fishermen were like looking at sara.. hahaha.. she too sexy for their eyes.. hahahaha..
rode back and then to macs where i had milo mcflurry, justin had icecream cone and ice lemon tea for sara..
sat at macs and slacked and alvin walked by.. hohoho.. i mean, ecp so big, he was strolling and just happened to meet.. i mean, what're the chances of that man??
then we returned the stuff and drove to katong to eat 328 katong laksa..
omt, so spicy.. my nose was like leaking :(
talked and talked.. then went to cold storage at katong mall to buy some stuff..
went to frankel ave to pick up the food.. went back and baked the pizza and terence came..
then liu yin and xue fei came.. then we went down to the bbq pit and realised we didn't have the net and there were so many mosquitoes (cos sara kept getting bitten)
sara and i drove down to kap cold storage to buy the mesh, insecticide and random things..
freaking huge jam la can't even cut across to make a u-turn.. so went to clementi rd then got stuck at the u-turn to sim cos pple booking in to maju camp.. wthhhhhhh..
so came back they cooked the otah and sweet corn..
ate and perspired alottttttttt..
then drove home.. so sleepy :((((((

wednesday
interview at premier taxi..
i got lost trying to find my way there :(
the sister helped me.. she's not THAT bad at reading maps aft all!!! hahaha...
the guy was like where are u studying at? SIM
then the lady was, next to ngee ann poly right? YES
then the guy was like, yeah, if u were in army u'd say it's next to maju camp..
then came home and slackeddddddddddddd... dont remember doing much..

thursday
PAINTBALL YEAHHHHH!!!!!
justin picked me up in his mother's van at 1130+++
then went to amk ave 6 macs.. sara got lost for 1/2hr will trying to find the macs :S
so had lunch - quarter pounder with cheese!!!!!! upsized so we cld get the free cup.. hoho..
drove to lor chencharu REDYNASTY..
met the rest there and got changed.. the changing room got so many antssss!!!! i got bitten :(((((
briefing and OFF TO PLAY!!! the masks stink like hell :(((((


all that went..                                                                 team choco!!! with a neutral team mirage party.. haha..

team mirage



chilling aft the game..

hoho, im aching now :((( the marker (gun) was super heavyyyy!!!!!!!!
and had to hold the barrel to the frame with one hand and now my hand aches.. omt!!!!
but was super funnnnn..
i drove justin's mum's van for a while up the hill to drop sara off.. ooohhh ((:
i only stalled once :D:D:D:D:D
hahaha..

friday
met cheryn for lunch at j8 at the food junction.. beef noodles are goooooooddd.. ((:
went to mos for ice milk tea and then invited her back to see snowie..
played with snowie.. i think snowie feels very loved today by cheryn cos cheryn kept petting her.. hahahahaha..
took her cone off cos we were watching here.. closed my eyes for a while cos so tired..
sent cheryn home and played sudoku.. i dunno why butttttt im finishing my pocket book sudoku soon!!!!
im alrdy at MIGRAINE >.< hahahaha..
it's painless, tricky, nasty then migraine.. hohoho..
i can go buy a new book soon..
such an interesting week no??

supper later on..

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND YA'LL!!! (:

with love <3